This is where the thoughts that occur during my struggle to find romance end up.

Feel free to ask for advice, or just stick around and read or whatever :)

17/Bisexual/Committed to the most perfect man for me <3

"soulmate"

I love my life :]

And it’s only going to get better.

I can’t wait til August.

<3

Jan 22nd, 2012

He made some new friends the other day.

They’ve been hanging out with him every day since then.

I feel like they’re stealing him away from me!

I’m a bit jealous haha

:P

Oct 5th, 2011

Things are going great.

This guy, he’s the one.

And I’m not just saying that.

But I feel like no one is taking me very seriously.

And that makes me kinda sad.

Sep 15th, 2011

Shit, I fucked up again.

This is my last chance.

He’s made that quite clear.

Sep 10th, 2011

I think I might go see my love during Christmas Break!

I have the money!

I just need permission to go ;w;

Aug 31st, 2011

I can’t wait til next June :)

I’ll be free to take the next plane outta here and run into the open and welcoming arms of my love!

<3

Aug 29th, 2011

Without the sour, the sweet wouldn’t taste.

Thanks Mr. Douchebag, for being such a dick and showing me exactly what I don’t need in my life.

And thank you Mr. Perfect, for being the sweetest and greatest man to ever exist and treating me exactly the way I want to be treated.

That fuckface’s immature behavior makes yours feel a million times more warm and loving.

Be mine forever okay? :)

Aug 15th, 2011

All is well again.

I’m a good girl :)

Aug 12th, 2011

The “Honeymoon Period” is now officially over.

The doubts are really sinking in now.

I’ve also gotten in trouble for doing something wrong. I’m receiving my first punishment later tonight. I’m not complaining though, because I messed up.

I’m gonna have to get used to the dominant/submissive relationship dynamic.

And so, this is where we see if this will be able to work or not.

Aug 11th, 2011

He really is the best.

Maybe one day, I’ll let him read this blog.

If he earns it ;D

Aug 9th, 2011