What did I do?

what did i do

what did i do

please don’t do this to me :(

Things are going great.

This guy, he’s the one.

And I’m not just saying that.

But I feel like no one is taking me very seriously.

And that makes me kinda sad.

I just feel lonely now.

As I bawled my eyes out multiple times this weekend, I truly felt alone.

I really don’t think it’s anyone’s fault but my own.

I’m going through some tough times, but I’m sure everything will get better. Eventually.

Guys on tumblr make me feel better about myself, but I feel like it’s really fake.

They really don’t know me. They just see my face. I’m sure they’d treat me really nice if we actually met in person, but I’m not interested in any of them, with the exception of 3.

I don’t want to go back to school because no one sees me there. I am virtually invisible to the opposite sex.

I don’t want to go back because the reality of my loneliness is going to slap me in the face. Hard. And I know it’s going to sting like a motherfucker.

The only guys I’m interested in at my school wouldn’t give me the time of day.

So I guess no one else should have to either.

It’s weird because I know it’s not my fault, but sometimes I feel like it is.

Could I have done something different?