Remember Tuna? Well, the other day, we had a nice conversation about stuff.
It was during a Jazz band thing, and he was sitting in with our band. With the way things worked out, he ended up sitting next to me.
I’m not interested in him anymore, but it was weird. I don’t know, he just makes me so nervous.
It’s probably because I had that HUGE crush on him throughout my junior year. And boy, was it bad.
I mean, if it wasn’t already clear through this blog, I was CRAZY obsessed with him.
Like, and not “Oh he’s so cute, I’m obsessed with him tee hee” like a normal girl would say. I mean literally obsessed. I stared at him in band and thought about him in all my spare time and when I listened to music. I was so lonely and desperate, he kinda became my life.
So yeah, I think it makes sense why I was so nervous.
But I’m definitely in no way interested. I do think it’d be cool if we became friends though!
But as lovers, no. I’ve already found the one for me. No use in wasting my time with guys who don’t know what they’re doing and don’t know what they want.
My boyfriend is the absolute best, and he’s my one and only. I love him so much :]
