Retarded in Love

Wow, a week later, and here I am even more in love with my boyfriend, and I have a new girlfriend of sorts.

So my lovey and I made up last week and he officially purchased my plane ticket to Austin for this summer. I’m so excited! :D And this past weekend, he introduced me to this girl he met on tinychat.

She’s really beautiful, and she is enamored with me. I mean, she likes the both of us as a couple, but she is mostly concerned with me. And I really like her too.

This is great. I hope she comes to live with us one day.

She’s blonde, tall, so stunning, quirky, and absolutely wonderful. I really like her.

I really do :]

¶#lovey #made up #plane #plane ticket #boyfriend #girlfriend #open relationship #polyamorous #bisexual #my bunny #:3

Mar 26th, 2012

Remember Tuna? Well, the other day, we had a nice conversation about stuff.

It was during a Jazz band thing, and he was sitting in with our band. With the way things worked out, he ended up sitting next to me.

I’m not interested in him anymore, but it was weird. I don’t know, he just makes me so nervous.

It’s probably because I had that HUGE crush on him throughout my junior year. And boy, was it bad.

I mean, if it wasn’t already clear through this blog, I was CRAZY obsessed with him.

Like, and not “Oh he’s so cute, I’m obsessed with him tee hee” like a normal girl would say. I mean literally obsessed. I stared at him in band and thought about him in all my spare time and when I listened to music. I was so lonely and desperate, he kinda became my life.

So yeah, I think it makes sense why I was so nervous.

But I’m definitely in no way interested. I do think it’d be cool if we became friends though!

But as lovers, no. I’ve already found the one for me. No use in wasting my time with guys who don’t know what they’re doing and don’t know what they want.

My boyfriend is the absolute best, and he’s my one and only. I love him so much :]

¶#love #boyfriend #crush #ex crush #tuna #obsession #guys #men #obsessed #my love #i love him

Dec 9th, 2011

Without the sour, the sweet wouldn’t taste.

Thanks Mr. Douchebag, for being such a dick and showing me exactly what I don’t need in my life.

And thank you Mr. Perfect, for being the sweetest and greatest man to ever exist and treating me exactly the way I want to be treated.

That fuckface’s immature behavior makes yours feel a million times more warm and loving.

Be mine forever okay? :)

¶#douchebag #dick #fuckface #perfect #sweet #warm #loving #soulmate #be mine #boyfriend #he's the best #and he'll always be mine #:)

Aug 15th, 2011

Everyone thinks we’re crazy.

This guy and I have this really great thing going on.

Seriously, I don’t think I could ever explain to anyone how I feel about him.

Like, yeah, I bring up the usual: we share the same interests, he’s a musician, he’s super sweet, he’s good-looking, and he thinks I’m the most adorable thing to ever exist.

But like, it’s not just that I like the attention. I actually like him.

He always makes sure to let me know that he likes me. He always reassures me when I feel insecure. He actually loves how needy I am. And he’s made it clear that he would enjoy spending a good chunk of his life with me.

And like, I feel this cliched warm, fuzzy kind of feeling. I feel so…..so safe.

Like, I’m willing to throw all my plans out the window,

Just to be with him.

¶#love #i think #i think i'm in love #for once #i can't believe it #hopeless romantic #relationship #boyfriend #perfection #fuck distance #security #i feel so good

Jul 26th, 2011

I’m going to have a (500) Days of Summer Day with my future boyfriend.

We will do all the cute things Tom and Summer do :)

It will be great <333

¶#500 days of summer #tom hansen #summer finn #boyfriend #cute #love #future #future boyfriend

Apr 7th, 2011