May 2012
1 post
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52 days til I move!
:,)
April 2012
3 posts
this has been like, the greatest weekend of my life
;D
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whydontyousurpriseme:
that awkward moment when you’re the only physical mature female on the planet who’s never had an orgasm
forever unrelieved
this post may or may not be irrelevant at this point in time
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It's the 100 day countdown!
In exactly 100 days, I will be all packed up and ready to travel to my darling lovey!
OH IM SO EXCITED
My life is awesome :,)
March 2012
3 posts
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Wow, a week later, and here I am even more in love...
So my lovey and I made up last week and he officially purchased my plane ticket to Austin for this summer. I’m so excited! :D And this past weekend, he introduced me to this girl he met on tinychat.
She’s really beautiful, and she is enamored with me. I mean, she likes the both of us as a couple, but she is mostly concerned with me. And I really like her too.
This is great. I hope...
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Why am I such a fuck up?
Oh yeah, that’s right.
Because I’m a fuck up.
I don’t deserve anything that makes me happy because I’m stupid.
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that awkward moment when you’re the only physical mature female on the planet who’s never had an orgasm
forever unrelieved
January 2012
1 post
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I love my life :]
And it’s only going to get better.
I can’t wait til August.
<3
December 2011
4 posts
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What did I do?
what did i do
what did i do
please don’t do this to me :(
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Sigh. My ex might be interested in someone new.
I was walking with some friends earlier and we passed by him and this girl he’s been talking to. Two of the people I was with commented on how they might be romantically interested in each other, or at least one of them might be.
And I got all quiet. I felt weird.
It’s not that I’m not happy with my love right now, it’s not that at all. I’m glad I found my soulmate....
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Remember Tuna? Well, the other day, we had a nice...
It was during a Jazz band thing, and he was sitting in with our band. With the way things worked out, he ended up sitting next to me.
I’m not interested in him anymore, but it was weird. I don’t know, he just makes me so nervous.
It’s probably because I had that HUGE crush on him throughout my junior year. And boy, was it bad.
I mean, if it wasn’t already clear through...
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November 2011
6 posts
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I'm preparing my love's Christmas present already.
Oh I just know he’s gonna love it :]
I can’t wait to wrap everything up and put it in a box and send it to him :]
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That awkward moment when your life is fucked up in...
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Last night, he told me he loved me.
I always knew it, but it felt great to finally hear it after 4 months.
And I found the courage to say I loved him too, because I had always felt it, right from the beginning.
Just when I thought he couldn’t give me any more warm, fuzzy butterflies, he did.
Sigh, I love him.
I really do.
:)
Sad again.
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Guess what?
Dis bitch is now on birth control
:3
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Today is my 17th birthday!
My love made me the most beautiful song.
It’s so heartfelt. It makes me cry.
He really is the one.
On days like today, I really feel like I can do this.
I can make it to next summer.
I can do it.
October 2011
3 posts
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i hate my life
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I recently realized that I like girls.
Like, it didn’t just happen.
I suppose I just kinda…became aware of it.
Like, beautiful, curvy women:
Unf.
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He made some new friends the other day.
They’ve been hanging out with him every day since then.
I feel like they’re stealing him away from me!
I’m a bit jealous haha
:P
September 2011
5 posts
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I haven't been updating this blog much lately.
That’s a good thing though!
That means things are going great :)
I feel like my journey through life has a purpose now.
And that the struggle to find love is over.
Now I just need to find a way to get to it.
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Things are going great.
This guy, he’s the one.
And I’m not just saying that.
But I feel like no one is taking me very seriously.
And that makes me kinda sad.
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Shit, I fucked up again.
This is my last chance.
He’s made that quite clear.
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Damn.
That was hot.
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Aww I messed up again :(
Note to self: If he doesn’t have any weed, he’s more easily annoyed..
Sigh.
August 2011
16 posts
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I think I might go see my love during Christmas...
I have the money!
I just need permission to go ;w;
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I can't wait til next June :)
I’ll be free to take the next plane outta here and run into the open and welcoming arms of my love!
<3
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I got in trouble again hnnnggg
i have to fix it i have to fix it i have to fix it i have to fix it
cashforyourwarhol asked: Hello, I've been here before. We share a very similar plight, except my parents don't know I'm in love with him and I see him every day. I can't imagine what you're going through. I haven't spoken to my love interest for two months. It sucks.
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I'm in love with a man much older than me that...
My dad found out about him, and forbade me from talking to him.
I’ll figure out a way through this.
But for now, I think I’ll just say,
I hate being 16.
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Ouch. Breaking someone's heart makes me feel bad.
Oh well.
I’d rather break hearts than have mine broken.
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Eliminating people from my life is very difficult...
I know letting go can be good, but I appreciate the role every single person plays in the drama that is my life.
Sigh, better man up and get this over with.
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Without the sour, the sweet wouldn't taste.
Thanks Mr. Douchebag, for being such a dick and showing me exactly what I don’t need in my life.
And thank you Mr. Perfect, for being the sweetest and greatest man to ever exist and treating me exactly the way I want to be treated.
That fuckface’s immature behavior makes yours feel a million times more warm and loving.
Be mine forever okay? :)
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All is well again.
I’m a good girl :)
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The "Honeymoon Period" is now officially over.
The doubts are really sinking in now.
I’ve also gotten in trouble for doing something wrong. I’m receiving my first punishment later tonight. I’m not complaining though, because I messed up.
I’m gonna have to get used to the dominant/submissive relationship dynamic.
And so, this is where we see if this will be able to work or not.
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He really is the best.
Maybe one day, I’ll let him read this blog.
If he earns it ;D
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Just 11 more months. I can do it.
Then I will be out of this shitty town and in his arms.
:)
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Less than two weeks into our relationship,
and we’re already naming our children.
Ahahaha we’re sickeningly cute (;
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I really don't understand.
I never ever thought in a million years that I could land myself such a catch.
Sighhhh
:)))))))
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Remember how I couldn't wait til the day I could...
I think that day has finally come.
:)
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I broke that kid.
He totally misses me, but doesn’t know how to get me back.
Well it doesn’t matter. I’m never going back to him.
Not after all that.
And now I’ve found the one person who is meant for me in every way.
I’ve honestly never been happier.
sigh :)
July 2011
17 posts
cashforyourwarhol asked: You're doing better than me by about 11 years.... :/
It's the most wonderful thing most of the time but sometimes it's just the most rotten thing in the world
It's the most wonderful thing most of the time but sometimes it's just the most rotten thing in the world
cashforyourwarhol asked: I'm also mad for someone older. Do you mind me asking how much of an age difference there is?
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Fuck the age difference.
It’s just numbers.
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Everyone thinks we're crazy.
This guy and I have this really great thing going on.
Seriously, I don’t think I could ever explain to anyone how I feel about him.
Like, yeah, I bring up the usual: we share the same interests, he’s a musician, he’s super sweet, he’s good-looking, and he thinks I’m the most adorable thing to ever exist.
But like, it’s not just that I like the attention. I...
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What did I do to deserve the most amazing guy in...
What did I do to deserve his living 1,200 miles away?
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Why are the only people who are interested in me...
It really fucking sucks.
FUCK WHY AM I NOT 18
GOD
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Okay, it's official. Men above 18 are just...
Ugh, why can’t I be 18 yet?
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sigh
